I think i kinda forgot how it feels like to have a bestfriend. I guess im living in denial that i still have one.I miss those crazy things we used to do together.
What happened? I feel so lost and perplexed now.I just miss my bestfriend so much.I guess we are both just too lazy to catch up with one another.We're both lazy people which is sad.

I miss going out with her every single day after school for lunch.I miss those times when we would just slack at vivo after school to pig out with all our junk food.I miss waiting for her.I miss how much she could understand me.I miss talking to her about things which i can never talk about to other people.I miss going over to her house to watch drama series and then end up falling asleep together.I miss talking to her on the phone for almost the whole entire day.I miss discussing about our singing career together.I miss talking to her about our crazy fan fictions.I miss singing with her and competing to see who could reach all the high notes.I miss cooking instant noodles with her at her house.I miss doing nothing with her.I miss her complains about how dusty and smokey her house was.I miss shopping with her.I miss her loud voice and laughter.I miss us talking about our ideal boyfriends.I miss talking to her about how we want our marriage to be like.I miss talking to her about how adorable kids are.I just miss her so so much ):

This is life.

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