okay,you know what?I give up.I'm not gonna try anymore.I'm gonna ignore him from NOW ON.I'm gonna pretend that he didnt exist.I don't want to see his name,i don't want to know anything about him,i don't want to even see him online.Or else i would never be able to forget him.
You can do this,Majesta.I'm sure you can.He is just some guy who don't give a damn about you,why bother?I'm sure you still can be happy and cheerful without him in your life.No,wait.He wasn't even in your life previously and you were still happy.so yeah,YOU.DONT.NEED.HIM.YOU DONT NEED A GUY.you've always been alone and happy.All you need is your girlfriends.I'm so sick and tired of the whole "Happy and sad" repetition cycle that you're giving me.I've had enough.I'm not gonna care anymore.
Your presence is a curse,you are one big lemon.The biggest lemon i've ever met.I can still be as happy as i was without you lingering around in my life.Seriously wish that we've never met.

Then,up to here-

The fact that i can't let you go is cause i think i really really like you.I hate you for being real.Why can't i just live in my own lala land and continue with my dreams and imagination?I feel so silly and stupid now.Thank you for at least treating me as a friend .Goodbye.