It has been 4 days since Waffles left .I wonder if she is fine now.I know some people wont understand how terrible i feel now as they may think it as "nah,its just an animal,there is no big deal". Well, sad to say,Waffles is not just a rabbit to me.She is like part of my family.
I miss her soft fur.I used to cuddle and hug her as i watch tv.She loves it when people stroke her head,she would just close her eyes and enjoy the affection.
She is a really special rabbit.She was really fierce and violent,haha.She would grunt like a dog at you if you were to use something to poke her.She would even bite you and i think she bit me ten thousand times already.
She loves to chew on my stuff.She would crawl under my table and bite my books.She would even sneak into my wardrobe and chew on my clothes.That's why most of my PJs have holes.haha she was annoying but yet so adorable.I would spank her butt whenever she bites my stuff and I'm sorry.If she could come back now,i wont mind letting her chew on all my things.
She is so cute and pretty.Why must god take her away?Did she do anything wrong?Or did I do anything wrong?She was merely 1 when she died.
I regretted neglecting her ever since poly started.I was too busy hanging out with my friends and trying to cope with my school work( which apparently didn't work).And i just realised that i love Happy even more now that Waffles is gone.Happy is even more important to me than Waffles even though i love Waffles as well.
I miss Waffles.Whenever i see any waffle shop,i would think of her.Today,during lunch break,Sofea kept asking me if there is any stall selling Waffles in canteen two.I paused for a moment,trying to hide my feelings and to act normal.But its okay,i have to get use to it anyway."Waffles" is so commonly used,its everywhere.At least this would make me remember her forever.
It made me really sad when i saw her suffering the few days before she passed away.I guess...its also good for her to leave as she would not be in pain anymore.But i just don't expect her to go so soon.The main reason why we bought her is because we were afraid that we will have no one else after Happy pass away.This is ironic,she died even before him.
All my pets are dying;Happy is a sick dog,he can only live for a year the most.And my jiu jius are going to turn 2 soon.Hamsters cant live for more than 2 years except for a few cases.Besides, they are so fat so i doubt they can live for more than 2 years.
I'm not used to not having any pets at home.I had Happy when i was 8.For more than half of my life,I'm living with animals.I love them so much.Why am i even an animal lover?If only I'm not,i wouldn't this depressed now. It really hurts my heart to see an animal die,especially my own beloved pets.

Earlier,my sister was talking to me about Waffles.She asked me if i think we can find another rabbit just like her.I really hope we can.I don't know if I'm hallucinating or what,but i think I keep hearing the sound of waffles scratching and jumping in her cage.I think i miss her too much and I'm so used to hearing it every night as i sleep the latest in my family.

I really really really miss you,Waffles.Please come back,i'll let you have all the raisins in the world.I'll let you chew on my things,I'll let you scratch me.Please just come back.At least let me hug you before you go.You've been a good bunny.Hope you're doing fine at the other side of the rainbow.Don't look back and go reincarnate to another rabbit so we can buy you and you can be our cute Waffles again.

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