I'm so tired.Its like as if my energy is all drained off.I'm so tired of pretending.I'm so tired of acting like as if everything is perfectly fine.I'm so sick of not being myself.I'm so afraid of everything.I need to learn to be brave.This applies to everything that revolves around me; school,family,friends and stupid issues which i don't wanna care.

As for michelle,I'm still trying.I cant blame her,she doesn't know anything and i guess i should just accommodate and act like as if nothing has happened.She is just not aware of things around her.So yeah,i shall just let things be and play along.

Im starting to feel the stress of poly life.I freaking cant understand a single shit of whatever im studying.I really dont know why im in this course but yeah,i didn't have a choice.Everything is crashing down on me at the same time.And my singing competition is arriving.I was actually not bothered by it but after today,i guess i should start panicking.Tommy was kinda serious about it so yeah.I better start practising.but I shouldnt expect much,really.

Went shopping with my mother and bought lots of stuff so im feeling slightly better :D hahaha okay,im being materialistic.Anyways,when we were on our way back,she started talking about Happy.
sigh,i think he can only live for another 6 months?I wonder how my life would be without him.He is like the ultimate dog. He understands whatever that i say and stuff,and im serious,he really do.Like whenever we talk about him,he would turn and stare and raise his ears.He is just so adorable.I love him so much.
6 months ago,he almost died but Rex saved him by donating white blood cells to him.I really thought he was gonna die.My sister ,mother and i cried like nobody's business.Seriously,stupid
Lymphoma cancer.GET OUT OF MY DOG D:
I guess im gonna spend more time with him.He is like suffering everyday;coughing,choking whenever he drinks,panting non-stop and puking.I really hate to see him suffer.He is always sleeping his day away.I miss him being active and hyper ): I know i do neglect him at times but i swear that i really love him more than anything.I know his days are numbered but really hope and wish that a miracle would happen to him.Happy is really a brave boy.He went through chemotherapy 12 times,had lots of weird infections and even had water in his lungs.My poor Happyboy D:

Okay,this post is really long,i just realised that.Im done crapping.I guess should stop and go to bed.Night peeps.

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Majesta
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I have to admit that i'm someone very emotional and sensitive.
I love my pets a lot especially my dearest dog,Happy♥ I hope he could turn into a prince when i kiss him so he can be my cute guy♥♥
Happy is the best dog ever,i love him more than anything so please dont take him away.
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